Dear mother

Dear mother:


In this day, 14 years ago your life on earth ended, as a human being, as a woman, as a friend, as a wife, as a mother and as a grandmother.
I never could see your smile again, I never could give you one more kiss, I even could said good bye to you that day, but no matter how different we always was, I never stoped loving you.
Today, I know how to handle the difference between us, our differences, argues and love. I felt so guilty many times for that, for couldn't have a peaceful relationship with you and you had died so young. But as I said before, I always loved you.

Today, I am not the best mother in the world but I try really hard to be the best friend to Ana, your beloved grandaughter, and could teach her to live the life with the principles that you taught  me, many times she seems so much like you, she always was more like you than me.

I know that you are in a peaceful place now, loving and caring us.

I only want to remind you and say, I am a mother now, I understand why you fought so hard to turn me the best, but I am only me the way I am. And as I am, I am my best.

with love, your daughter

My type (Builder; Director; Explorer or Negotiator)

I love to know who I am

I love to learn, so yesterday I looked to know what type I am

According to the http://www.chemistry.com/

The options are: Builder; Director; Explorer and Negotiator

Explorers are spontaneous, creative, and open-minded.

Directors are decisive, focused, and independent.

Negotiators are imaginative, empathetic, and nurturing

Builders are social, loyal, and dependable

What I am: Negotiator 31%

                   Director 29%

                   Explorer 22%

                   Builder 18%

What this means???????????

Well that means that I am :)

 My personality

(this is the copy of the text, not even one word is mine but I can see me in most of them)

You have a broad overview of reality. You like to tackle large, complex issues and weigh all the variables involved. And you can be innovative and bold, generating new perspectives and providing imaginative solutions to ambiguous social, political, intellectual or technical problems.

You have fine tuned social skills, easily picking up the gestures, facial expressions and speech patterns of others and expressing yourself clearly and vividly. You are intuitive, too; you understand people, and genuinely sympathize with them. Because you are also flexible and cooperative, you are also good at working in teams.

Yet despite your poise in social situations, you often prefer solitude or informed and detailed conversations with just one individual or a few close friends. You try to avoid routine meetings and social engagements.

You prize your independence.

 You are good at doing and thinking a lot of things at the same time. But when you focus on an issue, idea or problem, you like to concentrate in depth.

You like to focus deeply and thoroughly on your interests. You can be exacting, tough-minded, analytical and strategic in your approach, too. You leave no stone unturned.

And with your insight, charm and intellectual bent, you make warm and interesting company.

relating to others

You seek an authentic connection with just about everyone you meet, and you want to have in-depth discussions with friends and colleagues about ideas and feelings. You do not suffer fools gladly; "small talk" leaves you cold.

love and relationships

You are idealistic and romantic. You want to bond in a spiritual sense, communicate your innermost feelings and sustain an intense and meaningful relationship. You have a rich fantasy life. And, for you, sex must be mixed with romance and meaning. When you find true love, you focus your attention on your beloved. You give thoughtful gifts, are sensitive to your mate's feelings and communicate your emotions clearly. You are capable of unconditional love. You can be irreverent about traditional marriage, however. You feel your personal commitment is the true marriage vow. In fact, you may be inclined to write your own vows and create a non-traditional wedding ceremony. You unconsciously gravitate to those who are imaginative and playful with ideas. You also like those with an unruffled calm and decisiveness, those who are ambitious, and those who can focus on their goals-individuals who complement your restless soul-searching.

Things negotiators need to be aware of:

Because you can see so many angles to an issue or decision, you can be indecisive.
You wrestle with the contradictory feelings of being too eager to please and being tough minded.
When you feel betrayed you can be unforgiving and hold a grudge too long.

As negotiator as your primary type, you can be:
• Good at seeing the big picture                                    • Empathetic
• Imaginative                                                                 • Trusting
• Intuitive                                                                       • Introspective
• Skilled verbally

As director as your secondary type, you can be:
• Decisive                                                                     • Competitive
• Focused   (not so much as I would like ;))    

• Self disciplined (not so much as I would like;))
• Analytical                                                                  • Independent
• Logical

Words NEGOTIATORS use (unconsciously) to describe themselves. All these words regularly come up in Negotiator’s profile essays on Chemistry.com

Read/reader                                                                   Kind/kindness

Sensitive                                                                        Sweet

Heart                                                                              Passion/ passionate

Sensitive                                                                        Random

Learn/learning

Words DIRECTORS use (unconsciously) to describe themselves. All these words regularly come up in Director’s profile essays on Chemistry.com

Ambitions

Geek                                                                              Driven

Nerd                                                                               Debate

Real                                                                               Challenge

Intelletual/intelligent