You can be broken but nothing is forever

You and I
In those few months
How much I learned
How much I changed
If really matter? I don't know...
With you, I was happy and full of life
now I lost a few of that, but...
I forgave myself
and everyone that came to my life
and left a bitter taste in me
When I woke up in my pain
I cleaned my soul in my tears
I discovered my strength in my fears
and I left go what didn't make sense anymore
And looking back I didn't lose what I never had
Now I can accept everything
because I can love myself
In the past I couldn't accept anything
because I was living in my past
with my sorrows, doubts and fears.

When your presence and care turned to silence
The lonliness, the pain took my sanity away
Something broke inside of me
In that moment I knew the meaning
of the true that I never wanted to see
I was depending of you to be happy
I wasn't more me or even free
And the only responsible for that was I
Now I have you more than before
Because I accept all the good you made me
And I don't want to remind what was worst
I don't judge others or even myself anymore
I live my not so wonderful life
but now I closed the door of the past
I opened a new door to learn about Faith and God
and inside of me, I'm nurturing myself
I'm giving me time to be in peace and complete
All the things in life have a reason
And the reason why you came to my life
was to turn me in a new me
Like a caterpillar turn to a butterfly
(But I still miss you)